Blah

That's how I feel and I don't know why. Weight has bounced around all over the place and is about the same as a month ago. The house is much the same.

Tetsuyas was awesome. It's impossible to justify that amount of money, but I'm really glad we did it.

Ben's started pre-school and is loving it.

So I have no right to be feeling so ... blah. Probably the consequence of doing a half-arsed job of working and a half-arsed job of being mother and house keeper. Time to rethink again I suppose.

Crash's Dad's in hospital with memory loss caused by nobody knows what. I can't help thinking they aren't trying real hard to diagnose him on the basis that he is old. Maybe they are doing their best, but it doesn't feel that way. They certainly don't want to tell us what they are doing.